Mistakes and Questions


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Everyone makes mistakes but will I pay for these ones more then any I have made before? Will you leave me alone and in pain with a broken heart that time will never heal?

Thoughts

You hid your past from me then told me I didn't know you or anything about you life. I heard the words and wondered, you hide it all from me how can I see what made you who you are. The pain of the past is there I see it in your eyes, and wish I could see the glimmer of happiness instead. I loved you for you, not your past, yet still you didn't care, to wrapped up in everything else to even what was really there. you saw what was on the outside but never took the time to see past the image I created to hide from pain and feelings I never wanted to feel again. I promised myself Id never fall in love again, but I couldn't stop falling in love with you. now your gone I'm alone, my heart broken worse then before. I cant seem to make the thoughts stop to just forget everything we had and will never have again

I made a promise to myself about a year ago. I said that I would never fall in love again. If only it had been so easy. I met a man a few months ago, and fell way to fast and way to hard but I couldnt stop it. Before I knew it I had broken that promise i had made.

I love him, But I made a few mistakes I never want to . All my friends are telling you'd be better off without him but thinking of my life without him, it seems so dark and lonely. if he leaves I hope he will still be my friend. That would be hard, always worrying about how it will feel to see with him with someone new. Or just knowing I cant hold him in my arms anymore. Maybe its me and I just cant be loved, guess I'll never know. All I know is I am scared my dark dragon will go and I wont be who I was before.

Tears

Last night I stared up at the stars, wondering where it all went wrong. I thought back to the beginning when things seemed so right, and in the dark of night I cried. For lovers lost and hearts that haven't healed, for memories of times we laughed, the feel of your gentle kiss. The person I was and will never be again. For the way you made me feel for the fact that my love was real. For making mistakes and for giving my heart only to have it torn apart. The rain began to fall, how it seemed to know I wanted to hide my tears. to forget the past and all its pain.

in your touch i feel

you pulling away from me

Could you
Could you look at me, say I love you then walk away?
Could you ignore the tears in my eyes when you start to say good-bye?
Could you give up all we have, these feelings that we share?
Could you turn away and pretend that you don't care?
Could you smile and say its over?
Could you hide the way you feel?
Could you do these things to me and make me think they're real?
Could you hold me in your arms then push me away?
Could you ignore my words when I beg you to stay?

Ok I messed up, I understand that but why is it that you make a tiny mistake and everything seems to crumble? two words and wow can you make someone mad. But im not gonna change for anyone. What you see is what you get....take it or leave it!!

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